Congrats nkf and try..

Baby darius has "arrived".. so happy for them.. congrats :)

Sick and tired..

Hubby is sick and on 2 days mc.. tummy flu.. fever and cough.. i'm tired.. worked on issues on most sun and started work at 730am today for post implementation support.. having pms as well.. headache for 2 days liao.. wana sleep but can't sleep well.. aaaahhhhhhhhh..

Career dilemma

finally i have updated my resume with my current experience.. it's kinda tuff to put it into words to sell myself.. this triggered me to ponder on what kind of job i wana pursue next.. do i wana be a manager.. middle mgt is quite sucky to be in.. in between the higher mgt and the ppl who do real work.. do i wana find a 9-5 easy-life job.. in case i wana be "promoted" last min so that i have more free time and less affected by work.. but i will get bored easily.. this current job is a very challenging job and yet i'm already bored in my 2nd yr.. do i wana try something non-IT.. hmmm hmmm maybe i should be open about it.. but will i get employed since i dun have any experience.. maybe i should stay at where i am now since i have "hopped" so many times.. near 9 yrs and this is my 5th job.. but can i close one eye and dun bother about what happens at work.. should i start my own business.. can i accept failure.. can i take it when my money has gone to the drain.. i have to start thinking hard.. i really hope that hubby will be relocated to US soon so that i can have a short term taitai-hood.. but this is definitely not in the near future.. wat should i do.. wat do i want.. wat's wrong with me.. is this mid-life crisis.. or it's just that i'm not contented enuff..

Hubby on his way home...

Woke up at 3pm.. i have slept away half sat.. not sure if it's pms or work.. simply feel tired and restless.. headache.. hubby is in nrt now.. enjoying at the gold lounge.. yippie he will be home around 12am.. looking forward..

闷

好多工作要做，还要帮同事，还要教人，还要追人，还要抹别人留下的大便，我还是觉得闷。我到底怎么了？？？

Cards and papers..

i'm amazed by the number of credit cards i had and have now.. citibank, uob, dbs, ocbc, hsbc, stand chart and amex.. lazy to count those i have cancelled.. now i have 2 from citibank.. 5 from uob.. 5 from dbs.. 1 from amex.. it took me whole day to sort the bills out and pack them nicely according to banks.. next was my insurance, cpf and savings.. another big stack of account statements.. i must go paperless soon else no more space to keep all these.. guess wat i dug out next.. cheque books.. total of 13 books.. OMG.. i din even rem i had soooo many of them.. so i went online to check.. i actually have 4 credit lines.. goodness.. these are the results from all the phone sales by the banks.. it's so easy for them to outsource and get the agents to call the customers.. and application of cards is effortless.. all you need to do is to sign and fax back.. hehe.. guess i'm a great customer.. so long its free i wont reject..

Dinner @ Akashi

Early celebration of mother's day.. brought mom to akashi at tanglin shopping centre.. coz i craved for jap food.. not any other jap restaurant as i'm worried mom's taste bud has yet to recover from hokkaido trip.. hehe.. it takes time to adjust back once you had jap food in japan.. somehow the jap food here will taste yucky.. i must say the standard is pretty good here.. we had ebi miso, asari chilli clams, chawanmushi, california reverse maki, assorted sashimi and niku inaniwa udon.. all yummie except the clams.. maybe it tasted like normal zhicha food.. so not tat impressive.. anyways.. mom simply love the food here.. it's my dear's favourite place too.. go try it.. ichiban..

I was glued..

to my dear's machine for a wk.. hehe.. watching jdramas continuously.. took breaks for jogging and bathing.. ate dinner and watched at the same time.. stopped when dead tired.. this is me when my dear not around.. so i finished watching 6 ep of kekkon dekinai otoko (the man who cant get married) and 11 ep of hana yori dango 2 (boys before flowers).. lucky no space and no more nice drama.. else i will glued and will not blog.. this reminds me when i was "chasing" after da chang ji.. hehe.. tat time i always slept at 2 or 3 am.. juz couldnt stop when the scene gets 紧张..

Sacrifice

noun

1. the surrender or destruction of something prized or desirable for the sake of something considered as having a higher or more pressing claim
2. the thing so surrendered or devoted
3. a loss incurred in selling something below its value

verb

1. to surrender or give up, or permit injury or disadvantage to, for the sake of something else
2. to dispose of (goods, property, etc.) regardless of profit
3. to offer or make a sacrifice

Hanging out..

at touraco's place, the esparis.. supposed to have picnic but ah lian has to meet in-laws for dinner.. so we brought forward and had lunch instead.. her home is really spic-and-span.. a good idea to engage part-time "maid" to clean the house weekly.. ah lian and family were late.. lucky our host had our lunch ready.. else we prob starved while waiting for kfc to be delivered.. bb iain so adorable.. he has such a charming smile.. he can sit and crawl now.. jump very well too.. love to look at himself in the mirror.. he sleep without pacifier and doze off easily.. such an obedient boy.. simply love to carry and play with him.. managed to see touraco's wedding fotos.. eh i must say.. a lot of albums.. 2 for fotoshot.. 1 for rom.. 2 for actual day.. coincidentally ah lian brought her wedding video (dvd) and fotos (cd) for me.. so me, touraco and her hubby watched the video together.. these weddings were 2 yrs back.. time really really flies.. from our uni days to graduation.. from working to getting married.. from ah lian's pregnancy to now bb iain is exactly 8 mths old.. 时间你可以放慢你的脚步吗..

My dear left for US..

on biz trip for 2 weeks.. 6 to 19 may.. wanted to follow but too last min for me to apply leave.. wanted to meet in tokyo on 18 may.. but i find 5 days too short for me.. hehe i know.. i'm back from honeymoon for less than a mth.. but i'm dying to go for another long holis.. maybe it's time to move on..

A day out @ the zoo

Have been wanting to go singapore zoo with my dear as we have visited zoo in seattle and san diego but not here.. booked the corporate pass for free admissions.. invited mk, her sis and niece along since it allows 4 adults admission.. the weather was great.. sunny in the morning and cloudy in the afternoon.. we were there from 10:30am to 4pm..

Took our time slow.. observed the animals in details.. behaviour and body.. these animals are so pitiful to be closed in such small area.. different from their original habitat.. stay in a hot and humid weather.. penguin, manatee and sea lion section is closed for renovation.. wonders of the wild show was disappointing.. but i had fun.. playing with mk's niece.. discussing weird questions about the animals when we observed them.. observing animals during their feeding time..

I will try to book wild wild wet pass for jun.. next outing to look forward *grin*.. hehe think my dear will not be keen..