Dilemma

why can't i have the best of both worlds.. why must i sacrifice.. sob sob..

Wonderful...

really feel very blessed with such a loving hubby.. one who will fetch me around regardless how far.. even take leave to accompany me.. one who will give me tips to deal with and/or manage ppl.. always stand by my side and take care of me.. and so on and so on..

i should shut one eye and ignore all the sickening and irritating ppl.. today my heart almost exploded and blood rushed right to my brain.. for a moment i tot i'm having heart attack.. goodness i have to control and calm myself down with deep breathings.. take it easy.. relax.. no big deal.. i have a great hubby and folks who love me so much.. it's not worth it to get angry with these ppl who dun deserve my respect.. let it go jeri.. let it go..

tom i will be out of office to attend a forum.. a good break to be away from ppl i dislike.. so sick of canteen food and ulu workplace.. looking forward to be in town and meeting crankygal for lunch.. yippie!

Bless me...

with plenty of luck.. wofs shows that today will be an auspicious day for me.. hoping for good news in 1 or 2 weeks time.. better not think too much else might get more disappointment..

workload is getting heavier and i'm getting more restless.. it's even more tiring to surf web.. so i'm glued to hong kong series.. nice!

Kawaii bear..

isnt it cute???
limited item..
can take out the cap, jacket, belt, and pockets with velcro
so glad to have 1..
very privileged *grin*

we ran at..

pandan reservoir.. 6km around 5pm plus.. hot but windy.. now the place are for hei se hui due to new construction dorm.. scary..

Retrolicious..

is this year annual d&d theme.. back to the 60s, 70s, 80s.. reminded me those times where we chiong zouk, wongsan etc.. those songs tat made us wild.. hehe.. so glad tat i had a wonderful uni times and my dearies who went thru my up and down times.. thank u so much..

now back to the d&d.. it's at suntec and it's this evening.. it's different this year as i need to help out.. last 2 years i had the luxury to enjoy and have fun with my colleagues.. hehe managed to get my dear to go and found his old shirt tat kinda fit the theme.. very excited and will post pics later.. hopefully i rem to bring my cam..

Happy birthday iain

wish u great health and smooth growing up year ahead.. cant meet u yet but i miss u.. get well soon and same to u, ah lian.. with lots of love *muack*

Jogging..

finally i managed to drag my dear to run on sat.. hehe but i only run for about 5-10 mins.. goodness lost all my stamina after nua-ing for so long (lost count).. yeh so bad tat i was feeling giddy and had to sit down and rest.. so long tat my dear had to turn back and look for me.. upset of not finishing.. i made my dear agree to run again on sun.. this time i run 2 rounds.. felt great to perspire and having my heart and muscles worked out.. now i'm having muscles ache.. but it's ok.. we have to start running and b fit again..

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mil went back to crocs and change to size 7.. now we have same model, color and size.. guess wat.. coz my dear told her teva slippers are comfy.. she bought 1 too from WOS at 16.. oso same pattern and color as me.. *pout*